There are so many things I found gross during my life. Some I swore I could never get through and will forever be on my never ever list. Before I had my little one the list was endless. I was one of those women appalled by burp, farts and any other bad smells, one of…
Anxiety and post natal depression – when do you ask for help?
I never liked doctors much. Since I was little I hated hospitals and any person wearing the white coat. Not quite sure why but I did and still kind of do. I think the only moment I loved being in a hospital was when I had Ruby and to be fair I had only a…
Why my baby is no angel and you shouldn’t call her that
Some time ago, a life time ago I was in a bad state and I thought the only thing that would help me would be a baby. I felt lonely, incomplete, I had no confidence and my life seemed like it has no meaning. I did have a good job, my family next to me,…
Happy Birthday my little girl
I write this post while holding ruby in my arms. She just fell asleep and I can't get myself to put her in bed. Her little hand is holding my arm so tight and I just stare at her perfect face exactly as I did one year ago when she was born. She is all…
BABY BUTTERFLIES 🦋 AND COFFEE ☕ 