Christmas is a memory, New Years as well, the tree is down and suddenly I feel I got space to breath in the living room. Toys of all sorts, a Christmas tree and all furniture started giving me a bit of anxiety at some point and my desire of throwing everything out came to me…
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
This morning out of all I could afford to be lazy and sleep late. Ruby went bed at midnight so I knew sheβll sleep until after nine oβclock. I randomly woke up as I heard my phone vibrating. It was a watsapp message from my friend. It only said: βItβs snowing βοΈβοΈβ Not being used…
Toddler on board
It took us about a year and a half to finally travel with Ruby abroad. There was always something going on so our holiday was postponed. End of November we finally did it. Needless to say I was petrified to travel with a toddler even for 3 hours in a plane. The stories I…
The fear of happiness
It does exist. I have it. Itβs such a strange illness ( can I call it that?)Β Β It creeps on me every time things seem to be sorted in my life.Β Itβs probably the shit mentality I grew up with: there has to be a balance in life. You canβt have it all. You…