The fear of happiness

  It does exist. I have it. It’s such a strange illness ( can I call it that?)Β  Β It creeps on me every time things seem to be sorted in my life.Β  It’s probably the shit mentality I grew up with: there has to be a balance in life. You can’t have it all. You…

#mumguilt

Lost your wallet with all ID, money, bank cards? Tragedy. I swear. I can only imagine how you feel. Is your heart broken? You in pain and think you’ll never find anyone and you will die alone, surrounded by a joy and cats? Yes. I know. I’ve been there. It’s absolutely awful. Can’t get myself…

BABY SLEEP, OR LACK OF IT

From the day my child was born I struggled with lack of sleep. It’s no secret I left her sleep on top of me most nights, I took her in bed with me to be able to have an hour sleep in the afternoon orΒ  going around the house with her in my arms trying…

Sex and the city marathon

Officially it’s been a month since I haven’t been at work. Most of it by choice and some due to hand foot and mouth caught by Ruby in Nursery ( thanks for that ). In a way a miss it and in a way I can only shout β€œhurray”. I am at home and getting…